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I spent the entire day writing. I got as far as i wanted to in one day but didnt want to stop writing so i figured why not write in here. I have come to a new conclusion, if they dont like my first novel i will just write another and keep writing them until one of them is worth reading, someone once told me if you throw enough shit against a wall some of it is bound to stick. As intelligent as people tell me i am i might one day be lucky enough to pull out a shred of genius.

I guess my restored ego refuses to think of myself as a failed writer and just wants to keep trying, why the hell not. Since i dont have a great need for money for a long while I guess i do have the time to devote myself to writing. Maybe i have always been drawn to the artistic types because there is a bit of an artist in me, maybe i ask too may questions. My life may be just a bit too absurd to ever be a novel so i am taking a much different approach and even altering my style a bit. Might be a fun read once everything comes together. Never tried this without knowing exactly where i was going with it so it should be fun.

There is trouble in paradise. Lisa and I are having some issues but i hope they can be worked out. Its weird tho, we love each other very much, neither of us is screwing the other over, it just seems to be a difference of lifestyle thats causing a wedge in our little bliss. I dont want to go into details.

This weekend should be grand, i have arranged an escape of Durhams gravity and plotted a course west. Im off to do one of my favorite things i ever do only this time i can have random and rampant sex with everyone i encounter. At least destroying things is still a valid option. I love Conventions. Pictures coming soon.

Well i think i have a grilled cheese sandwich with my name on it somewhere in my kitchen and i am feeling a bit hungry so im going to go munch and probably write some more.

Ta.