Food for thought
We had a power outage the other night at my place.
I ended up beign stuck at home with just amber. I do like Amber but being cooped up with her for 5 hours without the distractions electricity provides wasnt what i would call a good night. I couldnt even read in peace. Oddly enough though during one of her random rants about pop culture things i could care less about i started thinking about something. I started to miss the time in my life when i lived with my significant other. I am not talking about syd though, that was more like having the girl you fuck sleep over every night and eat your food. I am not saying i would want to jump back down that road either, i have been pretty happy with the semi bachelors life i have held onto for several years now. I am very happy with the girl im currently dating but I know that taking that road would be disastrous for us both. Maybe the dream of building the nuclear family isnt something i should have ever strived for. I guess i am a bit too insane to properly handle one anyway.

I guess i know what its like to really share your life with someone and i think that memory is probably all i will ever need. I am happy with my life now and that should be all that matters.

I decided to take a step away from one of my friends this past week. All my life there have been guys that pop up and wanted to tag a long so long as their were "hot girls" in the plan. They never really bring anything into the plan other than an annoying gripe about not getting laid. I feel bad for these guys but I think i have just gotten sick of it. Whenever the plan goes a direction that doesnt agree with them they instantly bitch about a sausage fest and leave. Well im just not going to put up with that anymore, if a friend only wants to come out and hang out with you because girls might be there then they really arent my friend, just some doosh who wants to use me for the little black book and provide little to nothing in return. I am not a pimp... well not one anymore.

I got some amazing news yesterday in an email, its soo amazing im afraid if i talk about it i will jynx it so im going to shut up now.

In other news, garfeild minus garfield is hilarious. Ikariam is addictive. Season 3 of venture bros comes out soon. I think i have a birthday coming up and thats scary. New book project is coming along. Everywhere i go i end up running into someone i know no matter what town it is. If you plant the corpse of a police officer in the ground a glazed donut tree will not grow from it. I ran out of minutes on my phone and havent gotten around to buying more, i probably will before weeks end. I still havent been drunk all year.

Now i must ingest some food.
Ta