You say goodbye and I say hello
Life is getting geeky again.

So i started doing a weekly game of Rifts. I gathered a ton of friends interested in playing and we had our first real game last night and it was great, dont think i have laughed that hard in ages. I have been trying to get a game going for years now but the geek friends i have made just want to play lame old D&D. Fucking D&D. So yea, having a geeky habit like this will hopefully keep me out of trouble... mostly anyways.

Well i just popped the last of my morphine, its kidney stone time again. Shouldnt be long before that stuff kicks in so i wanted to go ahead and write something now while im still able to write.

Guess i have to go see a doc on monday.

You ever get horribly annoyed at the people in your life? Whenever i get off the phone with some people i tend to get really depressed/frustrated/annoyed but thats only after i have been around them for quite a bit of time. Well thats happening again with multiple people in my life and I need to fix it. Im pretty sure in the old days i just turned into a dick and constantly pointed out the things about these people that bothered me but i guess i might have finally considered that this is probably not the best course of action. I have just burned way too many bridges in my days and im kind of sick of having to change friends every so often. I really love the people around me and everyone does have their little quirks that grate on my nerves, im pretty sure i am just as bad (ok so im probably worse). Being tolerant of stupidity though, thats where i just cant seem to look away. Crazy is no problem, when people do horribly crazy things i tend to get excited, its the flat out moronic things that make me want to stab. I am way too reactive. I would like some spring rolls.

I hate being sick, kinda wanted to go out and make trouble but now i doubt i will be leaving my chair. Maybe i can get someone to carry me to trouble. Im glad i still had those painkillers, if it wasnt for that i would be having an evening in an emergency room trying to explain to a doctor that he doesnt need to scan me, just shoot me up and send me home. Of course they always have to go through the same song and dance and charge me for the whole of it just to make sure im not a junkie. Guess i cant blame them but it wouldnt be so bad if i didnt have to take the bill. Stupid human body.

Still havent been able to get a camping trip going. Oddly enough most of my gang doesnt seem to like the idea of camping and I am starting to find that to be a major conflict of interests. Guess i cant really push my beliefs on them but still... its camping, how can you not like camping? Oh yea, i